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Boluwatife 💖



Dear Boluwatife,

I never thought I would come in contact with you this much. Right from time, just for some moments, I know you to be just a passer by.

And this way I have dealt with people that I don't know or don't want to know, if I don't talk to you or have any relation with you, one way or the other, It would be hard for me starting it. I meet with people in places, the usual that we all know places to be in kinds.

With the kind of nature I possess, attracted people to me and me to people, not me but with help of the source. I never find it difficult to relate with like minds. But those that possesses unlike minds like that of which I don't relate with remains just a human being, passer by or whatsoever.

I had love on my side which changed me the little it can and really hoped it last long, but times and moments took that away, since its causing pains that I couldn't hold again.

Before the halt of the love I had, a day on phone a beep of message came in, 4 days less 31 in the third month of the year this is been written. Knew where it came from but trying to confirm if the sender really know who to convey the message to.

I know we don't relate, but I never knew you are ready to be a friend. A definition of friend to me is someone who you relate with personally outside where you met them.

Since, I never have who to confide in, no friend of such which really comes to my mind, just colleagues, mates with people of same fate and believe and people who I meet in places where the relation ends in that circle. So I never consider them as friends since it doesn't key and fit with my own definition of friendship.

Yours was different, never really relate with you where I met you, but it happens outside where I met you.

Meeting with you was no fun but a joy in my heart, I would say sincerely that you are really living on my mind each day since I met with you. I never regretted having you as a friend. I haven't known you that much, but this days media tends to bring people together.

Recently, I thought I needed love but was wrong all the times, since I was overpowered by it Influence. Sincerely, I needed to be loved by someone, to rest on arms of a person I can trust. Build from young age a relationship with that who I want to spend my life with. But the times saying, 'its not yet time.'

I really did think I need love, only to discover that joy and happiness is what my heart had wanted, which love couldn't achieve more.

But meeting you, couldn't believe a friend would make me feel good and happy, even making me good than usual.

Unbelieveable! Great thanks to you for coming into my life. You knocked and thank goodness I opened. Its a privilege I accept.

Like I said when we first met, it would pain me if I lose contact with you, I would miss you a lot cause of the nature I find myself in. Really wish you stay forever.

The love I had gave me its best and I gave my best but now I'm missing it absence for it last not.

Does that mean friendship prevails over love or what? Cause I don't get it. But I would just take that for now as positive  for I don't know what next would it be defined as.

You are more than a friend and I can't love you less I believe now, wishing for greater heights amidst us.

Your greatness is my concern, I never want to be a memory that will have no positive impact.

You should always yield to positivity and be a good fellow all your lifetime. If we would meet hereafter in the future days, I won't forget how i meet you.

From the deepest of my heart, I say, I Love You.

My regards 💖
Joshua M. Kuton

02:25am
02/05/2020

Dedicated to: Boluwatife 💖 

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